As much as I hate to admit it, as a control freak, my life is largely out of my control.
Yes, I control my reaction to things, what I think about things and how I move forward. But, I can’t control what someone else does and I certainly have no say over what God allows to enter into my life.
My summer did not go as I planned.
For some people, this is a reason to celebrate because it would mean new adventures, unexpected opportunities. The optimists in the world would dance a little dance and be on the merry way to see what will happen.
That’s not me.
What I have learned over the summer as things at church haven’t gone how I expected them, is that unexpected season often lead to greater growth.
The optimists might be right in that the unexpected really does lead to greater opportunities.
This summer I’ve learned that when something you weren’t planning to have happened, happens, it creates opportunities.
When our worship pastor, who helped me start Revolution (he came when our church was 4 months old), when he left in June it gave me an opportunity to do some things I hadn’t thought about doing when he was here. It helped me see areas of our church that weren’t healthy, ways I was leading that weren’t as helpful to our church as they could be.
It opened up new possibilities.
Could that have happened if he stayed?
I’m not sure I would have gone looking for it, or it would’ve presented itself otherwise.
Experiences like this create in me a more opportunistic streak. I am starting to look for ways to grow now instead of waiting for discomfort to push me into it. I’m starting to ask more questions about how to improve personally or as a church instead of waiting for a crisis to push me.