Have you ever felt uncomfortable in a relationship?
I’m not talking about being creeped out by someone (that’s a different topic).
Maybe you find yourself not wanting to open up to people; you find yourself wanting to avoid people or struggle to let people in. All of us have reasons for this. You might have been betrayed, hurt in the past or simply lied to and let down by someone who was supposed to care.
So you’re uncomfortable.
Here’s an example from my life.
Often when I’m reading or watching TV on the couch, one or several of my kids will snuggle in real close, sometimes sitting on top of me. For some reason this is really uncomfortable to me.
Usually I’ll ask them to slide down or move over, and they’ll move half an inch (still touching) and ask if that is good.
Recently I shared this with a counselor, and after a long pause he said, “Isn’t it interesting how little kids have a way of revealing things in us?”
So, here are my questions for you in relationships, because the answers will often reveal what is keeping you from experiencing great relationships:
1 What relationships make you uncomfortable?
2 Where did that start?
Our discomfort in relationships does reveal something to us, and it is an invitation to us. That invitation is a step towards wholeness and life.
I’ve had to ask, “Why do I like my space so much, and why does it make me uncomfortable when people invade my space?” I’m not much of a physical touch person or very affectionate, but why is that and how is that hindering me in relationships?
It does and it often keeps me from being close to people.
Yes, some of that is personality, but when we’re honest, if we don’t deal with our discomfort, we will find ourselves lonely and missing out.