Recently, in one of my classes at Fuller, this question was posed:
Reflect on the “crisis of discipleship” revealed during the COVID-19 pandemic. How might thinking of the crisis of discipleship as an adaptive challenge shape your approach to the spiritual formation work of churches? And how might the development of adaptive capacity help better equip the Church for its formative task?
Adaptive challenges and technical challenges are not the same thing. Thinking of discipleship as a technical challenge would involve meeting and brainstorming new classes or groups. What kind of new studies or sermon series might you come up with to address the crisis in front of you?
Adaptive challenges require new behaviors, new ways of thinking, and letting go of old ways and old modes. They will also require loss and grief as you enter a new world, one Tod Bolsinger calls canoeing the mountains.
The crisis of discipleship revealed in churches during COVID-19 is that separating discipleship from mission has stunted our growth as disciples and the health of churches. If the goal of discipleship, as seen in most churches, is “the more you know about God, the more you know God or the closer you are to God,” COVID-19 revealed that it is not true. As churches, we have made discipleship primarily about what is in our heads, rather than about our whole person, thereby separating discipleship from mission.
Considering this crisis from the perspective of adaptive change involves confronting the notion that discipleship and mission are not separate but are interconnected, forming two sides of the same coin. Discipleship is about transforming the whole person, which leads to our mission in this world. According to writers like Ruth Haley Barton and Jim Herrington, this is a “deeper soul change.” Meeting God in the desert or “crucible of ministry and life.” Much of our discipleship talk and formation in churches has not prepared our people to navigate the desert and the dark night of the soul. My guess is that many pastors in America have not navigated their own desert or dark night of the soul, but that is a different post.
During COVID-19, we returned to our technical change tool belt to do what we’ve always done. If our discipleship was about justice, we focused on justice; if it was about serving or “doing good things,” as one church member told me, we collected food and made masks. Many churches focusing on Bible studies offered more online services and daily messages during COVID-19.
Looking back, I wonder if all this activity kept us from the silence God wants to invite us into, the silence that could’ve been incredibly beneficial but is also, at times, painful. You see, the moments of solitude throughout Scripture are the places where God meets His people and brings them to places of deeper change.
We all encountered solitude during 2020, and many of us were unprepared to navigate it. Now, solitude and loneliness are not the same thing. But it is in solitude that the deepest change happens. In solitude, the loudest voices in our souls start talking, bringing up past memories, hurts, or sins, and many of us prefer the busyness of life to the solitude we most desperately need.
